I was browsing YouTube a few weeks ago, and came across some interesting video about restoring something. That channel, or some closely related channel, also had a bunch of random crap about politics and this and that. His takes were frankly bad, and moreover, I found it funny he had the gall to post them at all. Like anyone cared just because he was a Guy™ and had opinions™.
But then I realized… I am not much different. I have things to say, to scream into the void. …I’m also probably annoying the people on my close friends story on Instagram. I made this site because I wanted a blog and to have a website again.* Having a website is useful. Also, I’m bad at keeping a diary, and the half dozen or so people on my close friends story on Instagram are probably weary.
*Also… I made this site for some crazy ADHD reasons. I was reflecting on my experiences with illnesses yesterday morning (I have a cold), and realized I wanted to type them up. So naturally, I had to drop $12+ on this website to do it, instead of using, idk, medium.com? a really long Instagram story? writing in my journal to no one? shutting the fuck up? The choice was clear.**
**ADHD comes with a lot of cognitive distortions.